I hesitated about using her name since it was not clear that she had given permission for Roberts to publicize the information, but since it was published online and internationally, readers would of course find her name easily.
What interested me, though, was the way Harris inadvertently admits the way that fringe literature and science fiction movies have shaped the way she interprets frightening or ambiguous events, and how the paranoia born of conspiracy-oriented ufological thinking has caused her to attribute to her own mother nefarious participation in the aliens’ master-plan. Is this worldview that much more satisfying than dealing with a non-supernatural reality?
At more than three decades’ remove from the fact, Harris, now 44, claims that she would often wake up standing in the yard by her house, the front door locked and no footprints leading to where she stood. Obviously, I can’t confirm or deny such claims; there are many possibilities, from leaving through another door to self-locking locks, to bad memory. It is interesting that she admits that her mother “always just told me I was sleep walking (sic).” She rejects this, however, for reasons discussed later.
Growing up I remember my mother had all sorts of weird books. Chariot of the Gods was one of them. Watching Ancient Aliens [years] later I recognized the book and several pics of this or that they would show. I had seen it all before.
In describing the aliens she encountered again in her 20s—the ones who allegedly stole her eggs—Harris reaches for science fiction, indicating a familiarity with the genre and its conventions: “One of them-a grey was showing me a star map on their ship. It was like Star Trek with the computer image as a hologram.” This would have been in the early 1990s, around the time that Star Trek: The Next Generation aired (1987-1994). Harris stated, in fact, that her abductions were only half-remembered and compares them explicitly to memories of watching television! “Also bits and pieces of memories but you think it's just stuff you saw on TV maybe. It's not it's them.”
Harris suspects that her mother was aware of the aliens and their role in the world, perhaps extending even to her alleged abductions: “Looking back at my childhood I suspect my mother KNEW and that was the source of her interest in 'alternative' readings.” I can’t possibly say what family dynamics hide behind this claim, but it is certainly extraordinary to accuse one’s own parent of being complicit in an alien agenda.
Harris’s statement seems to reveal that her exposure to ancient astronaut books, ufology, and science fiction preceded her belief that she was an active participant in these narratives. While this obviously is not conclusive evidence against the physical reality of her claims (which she no doubt sincerely believes), it does indicate that an individual’s cultural exposure helps to give shape to their beliefs and ideas and can serve as a framework for interpreting the world.