As part of my book research, I came across several references to the suicide of either one or two girls in Hamburg, Germany sometime between 1959 and 1964, connected in some way to James Dean. They were said to have killed themselves, as David Dalton put it in his 1974 biography of James Dean, "on the anniversary of his death, leaving a note to their parents that 'this was the anniversary of the day Jimmy died and life was intolerable without him.'" James Howett repeated the story, in briefer form, in his 1975 biography, obviously copying from either Dalton or their common source. The lack of primary sources and citations led me to think the story was an urban legend, but it turns out to be true (though Dalton recounts details incorrectly), and worse than Dalton summarizes. Since no English source seems to have reported the account given by the Germans, I want to make it available after reading it today. Here is the account given by the West German federal investigative police, the Bundeskriminalamt, in March 1960, four months after the suicides. I translate here from the German. My German is not terribly strong, but the gist of it comes through: In November 1959, two girls in Hamburg aged 18 and 21 committed suicide by jumping out of a fourteenth-story window. They loved James Dean and wanted to lure him out of the grave or believed that he wanted to take them to his grave. Shortly before, the older one wrote to the younger one: “At the very end, Jimmy sits and smiles as he follows our path to him. He raises his head when he hears a soft, ‘Jimmy, come get me.’ He has already realized that it was two different voices. With a powerful jerk, he pulled himself up and shouted out into space with all his might, ‘I am waiting for you!’” Der Spiegel later reported that the girls shouted “Jimmy, we are coming!” as they leaped, though I am not aware of who supposedly heard them say it.
Obviously, the claims that there was a suicide note or that this took place on the September 30 anniversary of the day Dean died are incorrect, a bit of macabre embellishment on an already bizarre story.
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Doc Rock
1/10/2021 01:34:27 pm
The list of "he/she died too young" type legendary celebrities whose deaths didn't result in a suicide or two down the line is probably the easier to work with. I'm curious, though, if there has been any actual research on the topic that considered a number of variables?
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1/10/2021 02:30:06 pm
To the best of my knowledge, I am not aware of scholarly research into the phenomenon. The closest might be the claim that the number of suicides increased in a quantifiable way after Marilyn Monroe's death. There were more than a dozen suicides who left notes about James Dean in the year or so after his death, but it does make you wonder how many more didn't leave a note. It was apparently not rare for suicidal people to imagine joining Dean in the afterlife. I am not aware of the Marilyn Monroe spike resulting in notes citing her as a reason, or people imagining they would join her in heaven.
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Doc Rock
1/10/2021 06:15:12 pm
It would be interesting to know just exactly what the two frauleins expected to be doing in the afterlife with Jimmy? I suspect they were in for a bit of a disappointment. It's those types of motivations that would be interesting to pursue. The issue of sexuality and gender and the changing state of knowledge about famous people and their fans' perceptions is one of many things that would be interesting to explore.
Kent
1/10/2021 06:40:05 pm
The children's show Caillou has been cancelled. Should we be worried? I don't want to meet Marilyn Monroe in heaven, I just want to have sex with her. Not in her current state of course. James Dean could tell me what it was like to work with a young Dennis Hopper. And Kurt Cobain could do a Starbucks run. 1/10/2021 06:54:25 pm
Not to sound too ridiculous, but what do the Christian dead imagine they will do with Jesus? In this case, Dean had become a divine figure and was at times openly worshiped as a demigod, saint, or minor deity. In fact, a couple of months before the suicides, a Belgian academic published a book declaring Dean to be the modern Adonis or Antinous and arguing that, as a savior god of youth, he would bring about a divine restoration of the earth. Several magazines had similarly published articles between 1956 and 1958 comparing to Dean to Tammuz, Attis, and even Jesus and hailing him as a supernatural figure.
Larry storch
1/11/2021 12:36:14 am
Maybe your next book should be about another Dean — Jimmy Dean the country music performer and creator of a famous brand of breakfast sausages! I’d read that one for sure!
Kent
1/11/2021 06:04:20 pm
If I were to commit suicide, and I'd rather die than do that, I'd wait until I was very very old, like Doc Rock old. Then I'd get to cavort with all the women and children Lt. Calley's commanding officer murdered while boning Rachel Corrie flanked by Salvadoran nuns and Slenderman devotees. Not particularly interested in meeting rock stars. Hmm, just like daily life.
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Brian
1/11/2021 06:11:07 pm
In 2003 I found on a picnic table in Central Park a note in what was obviously a young person's handwriting describing their deep, deep pain regarding the death of Jim Morrison, and how she/he would have loved him so much that he would have been saved. It was the most bizarre objet trouvé ever, and I kept it for years until it was lost in a move. This was obviously by someone who wasn't even born at the time of Morrison's death. It was laughable and at the same time very moving (in a "you are so screwed up" sort of way).
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Bark at the moon
1/16/2021 01:06:58 pm
If that was the strangest thing that you saw in Central Park it was a slow day there.
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